RocKsTaR WannAbE <body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/11912172?origin\x3dhttp://fitancredi.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Friday, September 12, 2008

Exhaustion overpowering her.. but she's still awake..
her head's a throbbing pain.. Mind's miles away.. her eyes burning.. The after-effects of the break down.. Body aching.. Feet weary.. Stomach yelling at her.. growling ferociously like hyenas.. Food tasted weird today. Perhaps her sense of taste has decided to take a day off.. her teeth grazing excruciatingly against the ulcer in her mouth.. her heart's pounding harder than usual today.. Breathing was a chore today..

Sick -- that's how she felt..

Vague description of her day..? The whole equation weren't even close.. terrible+horrible+sickening+frustrating=gywgfdyufe!

Pushed to the ground.. helpless.. pounded.. she tried to fight and desperately tried to stand on her feet.. being pushed time and time again by a huge index finger.. She fell flat on her face.. Not even a second was spared.. she embraced her defeat.. Giving in to her fate...

Everything seems to be in fast-forward mode. She's exhausted.... she needs a break.. Someone please help her press the 'pause' button.. The 'stop' button.. whatever..! she wishes for everything to just FREEZE! So that she may take a breather. To be able to pull the cork out of her bottle...

A massive eruption.. It shoots out the uncontainable substance like a glorious shooting star in liquidity form.. through the continuous overflow.. the force of gravity pulling the glass bottle down.. it's fragility tested and it flew aimlessly into a million pieces.. the cold sharp splinters of uncontrollable laughter.. taking a step over the sane line..

Accompanied by sweetness. . and instant takeaways. . To consume.. to swallow down the pain.. Mixed with a slight taste of sea water.. the soul to be beaten up into a pulp by the harsh word called reality.. To fill up the hollowness inside.. Even indulgence seems like a chore..

The sun came out... shines its warmth.. dries up the leakage.. evaporating troubles and worries away.. offers ones strength to get back on her feet...

A beautiful tree grew almost instantly .. baring chocolate coated strawberries... each bite she took.. her soul heals.. her heart, it glows with gratitude...

holding on to the warmth touch..
hopefully to find herself waking up to a brand new day...

POSTED BY DNF

Labels:


2:03 AM

PROFILE
DAENG NUR FITHRIYAH
FEMALE
0906NINETEEN86
REPUBLIC POLY
TECHNOLOGY FOR THE ARTS


RIOT OVER HERE!



BLOGGERS LINKS
-[Liyana TC]-
-[Firli Floorball]-
-[Imz Floorball]-
-[Fai Floorball]-
-[faqeh Floorball]-
-[Aisyah E24R]-
-[Rai REPLUG]-
-[Yan RP]-
-[Ais RP]-
-[asrenee TC/RP]-
-[ermalydiawati]-
-[fathin]-
-[Dhivv REPLUG]-
-[fio]-
-[fitfrensta]-
-[Mustika REPLUG]-
-[cass RP]-
-[Bad RP]-
-[kamiliya TC]-
-[Salome RP]-
-[Wesley RP]-
-[Justin RP]-
-[Raihana TC]-
-[Myra TC]-
-[Amalina TC]-
-[Naztasya TC]-
-[mmc]-
-[qistina TC]-
-[saswan TC]-
-[shingyeen]-
-[stickgirl]-
-[zana TC]-


GRouPieS